Drained

I tried some psychokinesis yesterday. Since I stopped getting results with my usual practice method (pendulum), -probably because the lack of routine- I figured I’d give it a shot using the good ol’ psiwheel.

I’ve been sort of mixing ‘techniques’ in order to see what’s more effective to me, but mostly the one I’ve lately been using is trying not to even put my hands near the object. Moving it with my intention only. Well, it does work pretty well, but it just burns the hell out of your mana :P

It’s like I already identified the muscle, now I just have to strengthen it out. Imagine having an arm with all the muscle fibers intact, completely virgin, as if they were never been used. Of course we don’t realize this because we pretty much use our body from day 1, but it’s basically the same thing here, learning to walk from scratch. I already figured how to execute it, but in order to get visual results I need to do some psionic weight lifting. Hah.

So back to yesterday, I indeed managed to move the psiwheel without placing my hands near it, but in exchange it completely drained me, since I was making a huge effort in pushing the sides of the wheel. I suppose I can actually get somewhere if I remain consistent.

Now there’s another topic I’d like to bring out, and this is the fact that I never get sick.
Why?
Well, mind over matter. I think I have a pretty strong immune system, but even if that weren’t to be the case, I got in my mind so long ago that I did, and that I would never get sick because of it, that it just became real. People don’t realize how much control over our bodies we have, or we -can- have. You’re not a slave of your body, your body is a representation of your mind in order to be fit to live in the physical realm. Why do you think all of those miraculous healing things happen? God?
No.
While I don’t rule out the existence of a God I do strongly believe it was not involved in any of the so-called miracles, as they were produced by the humans themselves. By faith.

Now it does make sense, faith not as a divine thing, but as a strong belief in something with more power than you. Destiny, God, science, Karma, you can put it wherever you want (I’ll write something about karma later). But what actually gets the stuff done, is the belief. Because the belief is a constant emission of energy that sort of pulsates along with your being, as if it was built-in. This in return creates a much more stronger pulling force when it comes to influentiate reality, whatever the reason might be.

Back to the point, I never get sick. I believe so, and so it happens. 
Question is, why did I woke up today sneezing like a mother——-?
Its funny, while I wasn’t actually sick, it’s not something I get that often, so I started doing recap, and I thought: Hmm, maybe this is happening because I burned out all of my energy yesterday and now my bodily defenses are not high enough. But again, my continous belief in my immune system will prevent me to get sick, so it’s okay.

Tangible results!

Well, I’ve been working my mind a lot in terms of ‘enlightenment’, my perspective has changed on a lot of things but I didn’t really consider it text-worthy. I suppose that is part of the innerverse… oh well.

As for psychic development goes, I’ve found that this mindset really helps a lot with the psychic skills or even the whole approach itself. 

To get to the point:

I haven’t had much success with pinging. At least not much comprobable success with it. 
So yesterday I saw a guy across the street. A particular individual whom I hold certain feelings of… well, I don’t like him. Amorous reasons I will not go into detail here.

I was with a friend who is somewhat into this whole psionic stuff, so I thought to myself: Hey, why don’t I start pinging him, since emotion charged sendings tend to work better? And so I started pinging him, asking my friend some help.

While he looked to his sides a few times, one could easily have said I was delusional and it was just mere coincidence, and I was close to agreeing.

Until today.

Today I was on the bus, feeling really psi-charged, and I decided I’d give it a go and ping random people. At first I didn’t succeed much, while I felt as if one of the persons I was pinging -knew- I was pinging him (and he made it clear by bluntly staring at me for prolonged periods of time) there wasn’t much sci-fi feel to it, as it again, could be coincidental.

After that I started focusing on some lady who was standing besides me with a more narrowed topic: scratch your nose. Scratch your nose, scratch your nose, it aches, I should scratch my nose, oh how it aches! Thoughts like those were being smashed onto her nose, as I imagined multiple ways of triggering her a nose-scratch.

After a few minutes, I got a subtle response. A sniff. Well, it still -can- be coincidental, right? I kept on trying and trying, harder every time, getting another sniff here and there, until suddenly *BAM*

She scratched her nose! I had to make completely sure I was influencing that response, so I kept on trying as hard as I could, and again, after two or three more sniffs, she scratched it again.

At this point of course I was swimming in joy as I was now sure I had caused it. And this indeed was a stepping stone, since practising with tangible results turns out to be much more rewarding and encouraging than just throw thought bolts at people blindly as if everything was just happening in your head.

That’s pretty much it, I think.

First entry

Hello world! Or… well, me, since this is pretty much private. I am opening this blog in hopes that it works as an aid towards my psychic development/discovering of my innerverse, since I’ve been on the grid with this kind of stuff for nearly 2 and a half years now… I think. And well, I really don’t feel comfortable with the progress I’ve made so far, pretty much because my training has been somewhat sporadical.

With all this being said, I’ll try to write all the conclusions, rants and every possible thing that can occur to me as long as it relates to the topic.

I’ve also been trying to OOBE for about two months now. Apparently I reached the highest point before getting thrown out, but never actually succeeded in doing it, and every time I try to recreate it it gets more and more complicated. Maybe it’s my sporadical approach to things that is getting in the way, and should try and approach it more routine-like. Well, I really should try doing that with everything.

That’s it for now, I had a lot of expectations on this but it gets kinda hard when you’re facing the blank page. I’ll keep posting as I get more ranting material.